Saturday, September 26, 2009 ♥
hi all .
emo-thic day today again .
people says im fat today .
kills my heart alot.
left 2/3 of my heart.
than i broke up my couple and feels guilty for it.
Left 1/3 of my heart.
lastly, when to audi and was forced to find a guy for me.
than found a guy.
coupled me.
than ask me for picture.
than i asked : say truth. who inside the pic more chio and younger?
he said my frene in the picture. [thats truth]
than he started saying my face doesnt suit me.
woah .
straight away BANG! my hearts gone .
suddenly pain comes in it again .
HURTS MAN .
Why it hurts ?
arent i used to in school?
why am i crying ?
I promised myself not to cry anymore ....
WHY?!?! why do i always cry for some silly guys????
Thursday, September 24, 2009 ♥
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hi all! today very emo-tic .
do everyone except some are bitches and basturds ?!
additude change de is u lorh.
i may did change for the past one year, but i think u changed more than i do .
u go with her unless shes not around, than u come stick to A.
'A' also thinks u had changed ever since u go out with her.
don forget, is i and A helped u on most of the things.
But i wont say abt if she helped u or not .
maybe u think she better than me and A but i think this person is Using U .
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my mother treat me like shit again .
she just ignores wadever i said and expects me to listen to her .
who would listen to someone that doesnt wans to listen to you ?!
maybe im just some EXTRA people in the house .
even my brother sometimes talks only.
What did i do wrong ?
what mistake did i do to make you all so unhappy about me ?
u said my talking pattern very ---xxxx--- but i think if u wanna talk to me than prepare to talk to me with this personality.
and pls don say i at home talk to u de additude is same in sch .
I NEVER TALK TO COCK PEOPLE WITH THAT ADDITUDE.
I ONLY TALK TO U LIKE THAT CAUSE U TREAT ME LIKE SHIT.
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today ~
24 sept 2009
was my worst day in my life ... EVER!
got 2tests that i didnt study.
and exams are around the corner .
i hope i could pass and go to emily school so i can have fun with her.
this school until now, gives me the urge to leave ASAP .
but i still have A to wanna me stay.
but i cant stand it any longer.
they all treat me like invisible.
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Saturday, September 19, 2009 ♥
hi all~
i today posting a conversation.
its about a girl's BGF relationship.
Boy: Let me be your nest.
Let me be the one to hold your sadness, happiness and worries.
Let me be the nest of your cares and hugs.
Let me be one part of your heart.
To share your pain, love, kindness and much much more.
Girl: Hurt is one part of my life and theres nothing more than that in my
heart.
My heart is a place that holds alot of my different memories. I cant
bare to see my heart handling anything more.
I don really have alot of happiness but alot of sadness kept in it.
I just can bare to leave my old nest just because of a season that i cant bare.
Boy: Than let me be your only nest thats shelters you.
All you have to do is just let off your old shag place and fly to this new nest.
Girl: But once i fall as i fly, a bullet shot my heart and im too weak to fly.
I cant bare to see myself fall at the same place again .
Boy: Let me protect as u start to fly .
Open up your wings and fly to me now.
Girl: I'm really afraid of falling or being shot by hunters . But if you
promise than i shall let go.
just after a weeks later, the guy found another girl and gave this girl a LAME reason saying
Boy : i've got another girl that liked me too. but if you tell me you really love me than i will tell her to go away.
Girl : [angrily] If you really love me and care to tell me this than you should tell her to go. why call me to say i love you to you ?!
Boy : So does that means you don wan me le ?
Girl : I didnt say so. But u sounded like you don wanna me.
So that day the girl cried cried and Cried.
She cried when she's eating.
Cried when she's in the toilet.
Cried when she's just watching tv randomly.
Than, her grandma noticed it. than her grandma said
Grandma : Why are you Crying My dear ?
Girl : My Boyfriend don wan me and he gave me a lame reason.
The girl told everything to her grandma.
Grandma : Why you so stupid ? Cry because of that.
His not worth you. His Such a Lousy man.
His next Girlfriend will end up like you just because she love him like you do. Make him regret. Forget Him!
Girl : Ok Ok .
than the girl and grandma soon contiuned to eat more.
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Jolyn {♥}
♥ The Lover.
Jolyn koh
Was born to this earth on 31st march 1995
Got a Chubby&lovely younger brother On 1997
My school Mates Bullies me On 2004 xxxxDate
Saw my parents divorced on 2005 XXXXdate
Got my first Bestie on : 2005 XXXXdate
Started knowing the earth on 2007
Got my first boyfrene On 2008 early
Broke off the next day
My First kiss on 2009
My Longest Stead on 2009
Got a nice COUPLE [for now! I shall make u mine forever! (: ] on 06/12/2009 11.13pm
This is Small info (:
I only reveal All my Secrets to 3 kinds of ppl in this world only
1 : My Boyfriend (:
2 : My Besties! (:
3 : My family members (:
A very random & hyper girl who
is a CrazyLover of Love Stories ♥
Tied down to A Man That Make my life happy
His called: Daniel Ryan (: .
Music is definitely part of Her
Singing is her passion.
Take an Plane to visit Jolyn (:
Take taxi to
Changi Airport
& there you go!
You can bold, italic,
LifeStyle {♥}
♥ Music & twitter
Footprints Of Our Love {♥}
♥ Speak Your Heart Out!
Adores ♥
♥ Loves
My Man
is what she adores most.
His is the one that brings me life.
BFFs'
Without them is like life without colours!
(they're way too cute!)
Acarde Games
are part of her entertainments(:
Shopping sprees
with her girlfriends are times when they
can crap together.
Zilian !
She may not be chio, but she brings her heart out
When shes having a great time with BFFs' Or anyone else (:
Animals!
Cant Bare to see them being Bullied!
Dark Chocolates
is her choice chocolates.
More bitterness, less sweetness please (:
Beloved Darling
He's of course, who i love.
More sweetness for this please (:
Baby, i love you
06 dec 2009 11.13pm
Yearns ♥
♥ i want
- Lose weight!
- I Love My Boyf tee! ♥
- More outings with My gans!
- New Pair Of Nerdy Glasses (:
- 170cm tall!
- More Chio! - More clothes! - More Jeans shorts!
- Black Eyeliner! - Chocolates!
-
Flyaways ♥
♥ heartaching leavings
OTHERS!
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